RE: post visit anticlimax

wow, what a lovely message. i meant that. tack, thanks, tack tack :)

i got in a while ago and started typing a reply to you but jo called (she's sounds more cheery) and then pete got on the computer so that's why this is so late.

awwww. i miss you too. i had a great time. i was telling jo before, maybe it was really good timing for the both of us. i needed some time away for my liverpool life and maybe you needed the company. and joe strummer. :) i feel more capable of being organized and focused now. i've already started sorting my bank/benefits/doctors letters out. i think your efficient dictator style way of getting good things done has rubbed off on me!

i'm happy and i'm happy youre happy. i'm happy we are really good friends. it's like you havent changed, just got better :) i'd like to think i'm better too ;) friends for life i hope...

PLEASE keep going. you're doing really great and it's only for a few months. i'm sure you will. it's not like you to give up eh?

i'm gonna go and talk to jo then go to sleep. i feel tired but good tired. and no booze too, hooray!

please keep in touch more often now, won't you?
and again thanks for putting up with me, i've had a really good time. feel better to change the world again now :D

love'n'luck to you lisa
paul
xxx



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Lisa
Date: 28 Jan 2008, 16:26


hallo!!

i miss you?!!!!!! got home, and it was all quiet an empty, and.. sniff. this is what happens after spending so much time with people.. and i wasnt really alone a minute the last week or so in bcn either.. and after that you got here, straight on.. and now i'm all alone feeling lost!

(will be GOOD being on my own as well tho, just will take a little while getting there.. but got a really busy week ahead of me, and my sister will stay here a bit as well, so dont you worry; alone i will not be...)

but yes: very good having you here. took me a minute to get adjusted -we hadnt seen each orher for quite a while.. but it's been reallly good, and it's good to know that we still get on that well -can spend that much time in each other's company without a problem (and enjoying it). good good good. and paul; you are a good person!

:)

and cheers for the food!! nice (needed) surprise! and the nice cd smiley face. :) and yes; grabba grabba tape are BRILLIANT!! check out their myspace for tour dates.

and cheers for good company in general, and joe strummer film, etc. and it was probbaly quite good that you came here straight after i got home from spain, without having a moment to think. i probably would have had the anticlimax a bit befoe otherwise..

a bit annoyed with my classes tho; all too low level, im just scared ill get bored, ie lazy, ie cant be bothered, ie bla bla bla. just need to keep going.

going to practise the circus game, promise! :)

and will send you photos!

and i'm just very happy. even though it's been some years, and you are with jo, and there's nothing like 'that' there, (nothing whatsoever for her to worry abt!) we are still really close. in some way at least. took a while to get there, but oh yes.

and that makes me happy.

take care you!!

xxx, Lisa